The Truth of Lies

You all know, How fucked up I am, But I was not like this. My continuous perseverance of being cool and friendly to others, NO It's my perseverance to be on the higher egoist side of my friends, and all other people surrounding me brought me to this point. The continuous fear of being embarrassed for no reason, Continued boasting to my mind with lies of being studd and classy, made me lie multiple times in my life. I thought I was lying to the world, but when they became my truth Cant be explained.

These lies made me question everything, From love and the respect I receive from friends, family, and juniors to my actual potential. I am here questioning my own existence; more precisely, I am not sure what is my image in everyone's mind, including mine. I have faked about everything from my marks to my birthplace. I have even betrayed my family with lies and fakeness.

It's okay if you don't tell the truth. It's fucked up when you falsify a fact.

This is exactly happening with me; I am lost in my fakeness. I want to confess very badly about everything to everyone, but I am afraid to lose everyone around me. Maybe this blog could give me the confidence to come out clean.

I highly suggest whatever the size. Never go for lies. Even small lies will come to haunt you and splinter your present.

#fuckedupforever

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